ON MY BIRTHDAY

Happy Birthday to me!!!!!!!

As usual as I was checkin my blog,I felt I must write something on my birthday..So I am going to scribble …

The day I came to this earth.The day my tiny eyes witnessed a new world filled with strangers. I blinked my eyes to look at the faces of all pampering me .The day..everyone cared 4 me..Wished me..gave me gifts.. I was so happy..At school everyone wished me looking at chocolates.in my hand..I was very happy to distribute sweets among all as I was the center of attraction..Till school I celebrate my birthday based on my star..But in college my birthdate became my birthday for my friends..hehe so I celebrated two days as birthday in a year…The day I spent with my friends is truly the day I feel being lucky to be born…only cheers and laughter..Birthdays always made me so happy.If I feel any of my friends forget my birthday I will give a ring and tell them to wish me(hehe what a gal am i?).I don’t know y I felt so..if I come to know about anyone’s birthday I will wish them..i felt birthdays are meant to be happy..no matter whose birthday it is..but now I think was I so fortunate to be on earth..i don’t know? But can’t be happy either thinking so..

How can I forget my last birthdays? I had university exam on that day..But it didn’t spoil my birthday..I wore new dress and went to college..On seeing me my friends asked whether I had come to attend the exam or for a marriage? Hastily completed the exam,as I had invited my friends to my home..I reached home with some of my friends..but rest of them haven’t reached yet..we were waiting for them..I came to know they were busy in ‘archies’ selecting a gift for me..I told them to come fast..But reshma has taken a oath that she wont leave a shop atleast spending 1 hour..After few minutes they arrived..Hmm then everyone wished me gave me the gifts,then snaps.My mother prepared a big feast..Every event was accompanied with snaps…The silence all around was broken by laughter and pranks.Then my best friend including some other close friends from school would visit me..Then we would go to beach ,temples..hav fun and laughter…But now on this birthday..noone is beside me.The busy schesule in all our life’s has already begun..

Every year I celebrated with my friend whose birthday is also on the same day..From college I got two more friends as my birthday buddies.. This year as a gift,I got another buddy.it was my friend’s(reshma) neice..From now ownwards reshma would never ever forget to wish me …Earlier I valued their gifts more but now their absence make me realize that what I valued was not their gifts but their presence in my life..But GOD made me fortunate enough to hear their wishes on my birthday..The feeling of someone remembering my day even in absence makes me happier more than before..I miss u all….luv u all a lottt….

Crystals glittering in nature
When touched by sunrays
Spread its beauty in eyes
The sight of shining beauty
On the shades of greenery
Hanging like silver bells
Sliding from one end to another
When sheds a drop down
I kneel to preserve the beauty
For a gleam from my hand…

Life

Oh life,I pity you
For a life that seeks limit
A life to love dearly
A love to hate deeply
Strange is the irony in life
Relations coerce love as a duty
A bond where freedom is a prisoner
The power of love suppressed by words
And trust begs for mercy
When emotions spill the secrets
Uttered words that repent
Yells ‘Oh,life,I pity you’!!!!!

A knot....

Frustration to a fake world
Where doctrines fail before destiny
Grief fills and hatred sprouts

I attempt to tie a knot
A knot to relieve my soul...
When words argue for justice
When relations become disgrace
Where fear weave the dreams
Darkness shows the truth of lonliness
I attempt to tie a knot
A knot to free from relations
The wounded feels pain in heart
Consoling hands listen to words
The world enjoying the scene
The eyes share the pain in heart
And smile becomes a silent healer
I attempt to tie a knot
A knot for friendship
With no tains of fear or sorrow

Words from caring hearts
Deviates thoughts to move beyond...