DIWALI @ SCT

YEAH..!!! yet another day as holiday. This was the thought about diwali..I lost hope in all the celebrations as I grew up..I don’t remember any such blasting days in my life..But yesterday everything changed all of a sudden. Those precious moments even though lasted for a few minutes..but those moments will be cherished all throughout my life.. In the morning small small pistons were in my friends hands, playing pranks on their friends .. It was funny.Our classes began.. As usual I was enjoying what was happening outside the class..We were enjoying the sound of crackers here and there and knew that something more than this would happen in the afternoon. We were waiting impatiently..aahh it was then the peon handed a notice to SIR. He read out ”NO ONE IS ALLOWED TO BURST CRACKERS IN THE CAMPUS..STRICT ACTIONS WILL BE TAKEN WHOEVER DISOBEYS IT”. Just after that we heard the sound of crackers louder than earlier. We were relieved by that sound as we feared that the notice might put an end to our beautiful expectations. We were so anxious that we spent that period looking on our watches than our Sir’s face.

At last the waited moment arrived. Crackers in packets were seen in some boys hands..We were ready to have a blast!!!!.The crackers were burnt in the middle of three storeyed building where our classes held. All the students gathered to get a glance of it.We stood in front of our classes and watched ..The campus filled with noises,laughter,smoke all of a sudden..Bullet fireworks,rocket and what not…We were enjoying the pattern the smoke created .Sometimes it takes the pattern of a small circle,sometimes a big circle.All these were untolerable for our Principal that he send a staff to snatch some students who were bursting the crackers. By the time a big firework(malapadakam) was about to be lit, a staff came and asked to stop.He caught a boy who was going to lit the firework. By the time he caught that boy another boy lit the other side of the firework. It was really funny scene..Wow!!!..again those blasting sound. Then we saw the same guy being snatched by the staff coming happily waving his hands. Poor principal he was getting so irritated, that he called the police. Our celebrations were continuing. But when we saw the police coming instructions were passed to all friends not to burst anything. But our juniors lit a big malapadakam which was kept on the roof of our library building. It was a warm welcome for the policemen.They arrived here as they were informed that students have done damage to the building…But they were so surprised to see all the buildings standing still as they were. What they saw was the students celebrating a festival unanimously. There were no quarrels, no fights..only enjoyment and laughter.They might have felt to be a student on seeing this,that they became no hindrance to the celebration..We also heard that some boys took snaps with that policemen ..It was so amusing!!Soon we got diwali gifts from the Principal..SUSPENSION!!!We were asked to leave our classes..With a hesitated mind we had to leave the campus..But we heard some crackers bursting still..

Even after reaching home I couldn’t stop narrating the amusing incidents happened during the celebration .This would be a yet another incident I will cherish forever..I don’t want any obstacles to steal my memories .The memories of those moments which will never be regained………….

SOLDIER

Sacrificing sons of a country
Deserving the respect of humanity
Enduring the hardships in life
In departing their families
In suppressing their feelings
In achieving their dreams
Builds a mind of confidence.

Departing souls from the sand
The death of innocent people
Can’t discourage a soldier
As there lay a prayer of thousands..

The shadow of death that beckons
As a snow from the mountains
With no cue,to quench its thirst
A sacrifice for the motherland
To purify with their bloodstains.

The risk in a soldiers life
The courage to face the death
The sacrifice to the world
Will not be recognized
Unless you be a soldier
A soldier for not your life
But for the life of thousands..

HOW MY NAME CHANGED???????????

This incident happened all of a sudden..In this semester we have two periods for taking the seminar..After its over we have to ask questions..The previous week our chori sir teased girls that we weren’t asking any questions..hmm so my friend gave me a question to ask..The question was concerning about the advantages of Ibutton…hmm I heard it as Ibottle…later I came to know that it was Ibutton and not Ibottle..I thanked to GOD as I came to know about it before asking the question..But I was so tensed to ask the question as I was not a person shooting questions to others. Moreover I feared whether my voice would reach till the front row as I was always a backbencher.Anyway I gathered courage. But started losing it minute by minute..I decided not to ask. My friends encouraged me to ask..It was the last period everyone wanted to leave the class as soon as possible..At that peek moment I shooted my question. My voice was so loud. Everyone turned back and started laughing at me. It was then I realized that I pronounced Ibutton as Ibotton!!!!!!!!!But everyone heard it as Imutton. Hmm after this incident I am now named as MUTTON…Some teases me. But it’s a sweet memory I will treasure forever in my life…

DESTINY

Wandering for a magic wand
To cast the spell in a hell
A fool challenged his destiny
To change the fate where
Ears detained to abuses
Eyes detained to violence
Abandoning the mind senseless...
Hands tried to wipe the tears
Destiny ought to wipe his blood
Spending each night in grief
Crying till tears defeated breathe
Sighed and complained at his misery
But destiny laughed at him..
As the scamp continued its battle
He surrendered to his fate
With his search reaching nowhere
And rested on a serene couch
To travel from a hell to heaven..

Is there true love?

True love? what is that?. Every where we hear about love, but not about true love… We can
never find an explanation.. it is a feeling experienced by some fortunate people in the world. We fall in love with anyone ,but a person falls in true love only once.This is same with the case of a boy or a girl.Now falling in love has become a fashion everywhere..Some feels it as a honour to have a girlfriend as it gives a prominent place among friends.There is another category who will be interested in having girlfriend wherever they go..These flirts are cowards who dosent believe in themselves.They can’t stick to their decisions..They will be stubborn about their feelings but just ignore the feelings of others.Are these people ashamed of using the word love all the time in the name of enjoying life?In most cases love arises out of infactuation,No one agrees to it but.,it is said as the first step in falling love.

Love in school and colleges are promoted by friends..rather than the lovers..Their friends are eager to see them as lovers..This happens mostly in schools. This relationship may even continue till they reach up to college..After that they feel so stupid in falling love during school days or bring some other reason and break the relation.95% relationship starts and ends by the end of college itself.When they think practically love appears to have lesser value than their future . When a relationship breaks pain is endured by the lovers, not their friends. It is very hard for a person to forget his/her first love..Especially when its tamed from schooldays , It becomes even worser.

Often girls find it difficult to forget, as they tend to give more importance for everything that happens in their life.This pain remains as an everlasting wound in mind.Nomatter how much they try to hate the person, they still love that person.This is because their love is not tainted by self-interest.But there are people who find little time to regret over their past relationships.When such people get into a relation they get so excited and tries to exaggerate about their future plans to their friends..Their words will tend us to say their love story as the epitome of true love.On hearing it ,we would feel it was so foolish not to be in love. After a few days something or the other happens and the relation breaks. Funny thing after this is that these lovers get into another realationship.They will be least worried about the break ups.But the spectators won’t be able to swallow it, as it was they who crowned them as true lovers…Thus nowadays love is based on practical thinking..

Love leading to marriage is a rare possibility.After marriage love turns to commitment between two persons.When a person is in love he tries hard to get the attention of the other.For this they tend to do what that person likes.Its only after marriage they tend to share their likes and dislikes more than before.This bonds between them a frame of true love.But some people tend to gaze at their past relations more, that they lose hope in everything.They hate marriages and even start blaming the person of opposite sex as the reason for their failures.Such Hippocrates would never find anything wrong in them.They fear to face the truth.

To keep in pace with this busy world true love gets constricted to crush. The word love is dedicated for one person..But crush gives the flexibility in mentioning many names.It dosen’t mean I love him or I don’t love him.The listener has the freedom to choose what that person means by crush..It is proud for us that true lovers like Shajahan and Mumtaz existed once in this world .Now as people adopt different cultures their outlook on life and love change.Whatever culture we adopt let the divinity of true love be in our minds!!!

SILENCE

In the midst of darkness
I searched for a friend
A friend to confess
A friend to console
But silence was the answer.
The light I saw atlast
Which glowed in the darkness
Made a feeling my dream has come
And sorrows have gone
But the sight of the glow
Turning down and down
Made the tears fill my eyes
Still an another silence.
Despite my failures I dream and hope
For an another glow to come
A glow which breaks the silence
A glow that shines forever
So as my search continues
Silence is the answer....

MY LOVE--This something that conveys idea in more than one way..

Tears,the friend of my heart
Lend its hand in times of lonliness
Calms the worries with its silence
Started dwelling within me
I couldn't stop falling in love.
With each drip it sheds
I welcomed my love with a smile
As it filled confidence in me
Reminds my purpose in life
Refreshes those cheerful moments
My heart leaps in zeal
With a zest to live the life
That GOD has showered upon me.

SUNSHINE

LIKE A rising sun
That shines the whole day
By showring its golden rays
To wipe out the traces of sin
Which remains as a burden
For the mother of the Universe

Sunshine like a spell
Dispels the darkness
Inspite of its exhaustion
Does its duty with exhortion
A duty to the Mother
Without any expectation
Is told to be a sacred deed.

Like a butterfly
That takes its birth
Knowings its days being counted
Enlivens our mind with its beauty
Such is the story of sunshine
But with a slight difference
The sunshine rebirths the next day
But a butterfly dosen't....

BETRAYAL- It is a blend of several illusions.............

You don't know me,neither do I
Words made us closer
But neither did I expect
A betrayl from you.

Your words were sweet
I yearned to it always
Your words drew me closer
That u slipped into my mind
Mind,that wished ur wishes to be true.
Neither did I expect a betrayl from u.

Moment I realised your words
Words which made me happy
Were not meant for me
Crumbled my heart into pieces.
I could not bear this agony
In this crucial state of mind

I could not pour my anger on u
I could not show my tears to u
I could not express the feeling
In enduring the pain of betrayal

Neither did I expect a life filled with reasons
Neither did I let anyone to be a reason
But you became a reason
A reason for this everlasting pain.

Words are nothing like a castle in air
Awaits for a reason to shatter
Neither did I expect a mystery behind u.
As everything has ended
Nothing is left,but pain
Abandoned my mind with endless doubts
Was my part a joker or a friend?

This poem is close to my heart...Its about someone I will never ever see in my life..This is for my saheena

A SMILE
Deep in the way of solitude
As I walked along my way
Sudden was my sight
Struck by a beautiful face
A face with solemn eyes
The eyes that stared at me
The eyes which appeared to me
Like a little raindrop
Glittering under the leaves.
A desire for a talk
A desire for a smile
Started beckoning my mind
But something kept me away.
Everytime when I see her
Keeping herself aloof
Trying herself to hide her disability
Turned my eagerness to curiosity
With the fact I discovered
Made the tears roll my eyes
That God created her with a difference
A difference which I can't detect
Again when I saw her
Standing with the little children
Children who were dump
Children who were deaf
Enjoying themselves to the utmost
Forgetting all their worries
Which flashed in my mind
That our worries are small
And our life is wonderful
With all these thoughts I smiled at her
Sudden was her reply
That she gave me a smile
A smile without a simily
Was the smile that lasted in her lips.

FOR MY BEST FRIEND ON HER BIRTHDAY

If a word can make me happy
U have built its kingdom
If my face owns a smile
Your memories become the reason
If my eyes sparkle in daylight
Then I see you in my heart
If tears roll from my cheeks
Then I miss u the most.
If I speak a lot,I long to be with u.
If I speak a little,I need ur presence
If I annoy u most,I love u most
If I love you most,then u r special to me....

FRIENDSHIP--something for my friends

A ship laden with promises
Built not on a day
To be with not for a day
But for the days to turn up.
The moment we met each other
And travelled to a world
By words of joy with laughter
And sorrows with tears
Never could it vanish your memories.
As your golden words echoes
'The present asks to go on
The past asks to stumble
The future ascertained by both'
Framed a bond of friendship
A kingdom with no breakup
To travel the whole life
In our ship of comforts.
When I close my eyes,I see u
When I am silent,I feel u
When there were none
You became my friend .
Thru this world of mystery
Sailing with different people
Some with wavering minds
Some with unselfish minds
My care for all last forever
To lead this ship of trust
With memories of our friendship.

PEACE

Smell of white flowers garnishing the nature
Spreading the message of intimacy
Bringing lots of hope for days
With no foudling in a hammock
Were voices of discord in anguish
Transforms to a tune of accord.
Each sunrise with a cue of ebullition
Fains the nature in her red gown
With the fangs of fanatics extorting her
Embezzling the gifts of our MOTHER
.Everyone awaits for a dragoman
To enclose the fissures in minds
As the pain of earth remains hidden
Amidst the stains of blood
The fluttering wings of a dove
Inculcates the incantation of peace
Spreading the fragnance of white flowers
Welcoming the days of mutual love.

INSIDE

Welcoming the days of joy
Yet mind in perplexity
Will those days of agony
Lay its burden upon me?
As scandals fill in a serf
Mind shudders by a shriek
Transforms my sickle to words
Words that denote my seige
A slam towards the world of constraints
And shuns like a simpleton
In my world of silence